Crushes

I have expanded. I can remember when a crush was all I needed to sustain my romantic self. You need to ask my cousin about this egomanic, essayist from New England I was in 'love' with. For some odd reason, during this crush, I felt fulfilled. I was young.

I'm still young, but living in the second phases of my youth - where I need to have an allegiance in my possession. Where reciprocity is a line we both crossed. Other required things: professed intentions. And, all of these things need to happen in a common reality and not the closed off spaces of my mind and dreams.